A Sad Tale

A Sad Tale 1

. A true story where the original writer stays anonymous.
Am an Indian girl and this is my story .
It could very easily be the most cherishing story of my life and it didn't turn out that ways .
I have not , nor I can ever , tell it to anyone.
I was working in a big company in Delhi at that time .
He was my colleague , in different department .
From the very beginning I loved his looks , his simplicity and his aura .
We discussed office matters initially , then general things , then went to lunch , planned a movie and suddenly we were dating .
He proposed me for marriage on one of our evening chats .
It was wonderful to get this straight .
My family , anyways , was looking for a match .
We kissed on a park bench for 15 minutes , last 5 odd minutes he fondled my boobs .
It was my first kiss , I have never been even touched before .
Since I studied in girls school and college it was my first on every count .
Am extremely fair complexioned and his hard press would leave red marks on my body.
I went to his room , he lived alone there .
We cooked together .
He then told me that he has a desire to see my boobs and that he loved so much the feel of it.
Then he took off the top , cuddled me , caress and suckle them for long .
He blindfolded me , I felt a soft and hard , warm touch on my breast .
He took my hand there and guided me to do up-down motion.
I didn't know what exactly is going on but liked the sensations in my body .
It was unimaginable hormonal rush .
He ejaculated on my breast .
I didn't know what was that starchy liquid .
I was madly in love .
We then went out .
He asked me what all do I know about sex .
I told him that my knowledge is limited , only one of my friend who got married told me that how do girls become pregnant after marriage .
He then told me what was that liquid ( semen ) that came out from his dick .
He said , this is the most precious thing a women can have and for rest of days ( to not get pregnant) , it is meant to be consumed by females directly .
He told me it's health benefits , natural vitamins and happy hormones that it generates.
Next day , at his room , I was totally naked doing fellatio .
His taste was like a disgusting medicine , I swallowed it whole as he insisted .
He showed me videos on doing it the right way .
I thought its a very important thing to learn , all women know it and I must catch up fast .
He won my trust by not asking for intercourse .
He took me to parlor , got full - body waxing , wore short skirt and a skimpy tops for first time.
I switched my job , even then We would meet everyday , twice a week in his room , once a week movie , once in a park , twice coffee or lunch and once in week some creative tours .
He didn't talk to my family as I asked him to do saying that he has the responsibility of his sister's marriage .
His father had passed away few years back.
I loved him so much that could never say no .
It didn't ever crossed my mind that he can do anything wrong.
It went to such an extent that I would sit with him on bike , he would place his bag in front and I will then i will hold his organ covering the sides with my Chunni .
I would satisfy him with movement of just one finger on the right nerve .
We got so used to it that we can pull it off on a moving bike in middle of Delhi's traffic .
Movie halls and public parks were easy ones.
At times , he would do facial with his cum and smear it all over my face with a cream so that it doesn’t become sticky .
He told me it will make my skin healthy and glowing .
We will come back to his room , satisfy his erection one more time before changing my dress to head back home .
I had a full wardrobe of western and party wears at his room.
He showed me videos of Anal sex .
Told me that it is little painful to do it but he will bear that pain for me .
His cum will nourish my butts and put they will be perfectly toned and shaped up for short dresses .
He also told me that all models get this done .
It's the secret that women or men don't generally share .
I cried out in pain as he entered me .
He had a lube , gel and a sex toy to make it easier on me.
I got him agreed that I won't suck after anal penetration.
I pushed him for proper intercourse but he denied .
Told me it's for marriage.
All that he wants me to look even more beautiful now.
All Saturday's and Sundays I would be with him citing work pressure at home.
2 years passed like this , I sensed something is wrong .
His sister was getting married , I was so happy for that .
He didn't invite me to his home town .
Made excuses , remained silent on our marriage .
The frequency of our dates in his room were once a fortnight now .
Howsoever I may resolve to not do it I would end up with sucking him dry .
His kiss , his embrace and what I called ' My Joystick ' was my lifeline .
I told him loud and clear that I will not marry anyone except you , neither will allow you to marry anyone else.
3 years passed by , he bought a car , a flat but kept postponing for marriage saying it will spoil the good time .
I wanted to do a proper intercourse but he denied it Every time.
We stopped talking to each other over differences on marriage .
One day he offered to drop me to home .
Just before I was getting out , he held my hand and Drew me close .
I just melted .
He licked me hard and I gave him a passionate blowjob .
It was such an intense moment that we didn't care an iota on ‘ what if ' ! At times I didn't believe it's me .
I used to be a shy , diffident kind of girl who is doing all hardcore things .
I allowed it all in the name of my love for him.
My family had many marriage proposal in between .
My relatives kept on insisting on it , some really good options came.
For me it was never an option The same routine continued for another 6 months .
I went to another city on tour for 2 weeks .
When I came back I asked him to meet .
His response was very cold .
He texted me in night that he got engaged to some other girl and i shall forget him.
I didn't believe him , went to his office next day , he told me the same thing and said that its all over between us .
He continued his verbal assault on me .
Thoroughly insulting and demeaning me .
Called me a bitch who has no self - respect and despite so much of rebuttal refuses to lick it's owner.
He said that he can still offer me his Cum once a month after his marriage if am so much keen to have it .
Marriage , in any case , is not possible.
I broke down .
I got numb .
It all looked dizzying horrid .
I can't believe him as I moved out of his sight.
It must be his prank , I thought .
I can't be mad after such a disrespectful guy.
It wasn't him , I cried out loud.
I cried cried and cried for the entire night .
I knew what am going to do .
Will go his home in morning , will suck him and then things will be normal.
I reached there at 7 am .
He came out and said what do you want ? I held him , trying to kiss him , thrusting my breast on his chest .
He shoved me away as I touched his crotch .
Pulled me , showed the pics of his engagement and closed the door pushing me out.
I have very faint memory what happened afterwards , how I came back home.
On that day I ate rat poison , vomited it , cried non stop .
Had it not been for my parents and my big brother , I wouldn't be here writing this .
For gullible girls like me , I have few thoughts to share , Never give yourself up fully to your man .
Say no , you will be valued .
Watch the sexual behavior of you guy , if he is too much into it , asking for unnatural things , then he may not be the right one.
Be strict , put conditions.
Love is ok , but for getting him to do what you want , you need to be tactful.
If he insults you , put a full stop there .
Don't pursue that relationship.
Get yourself educated on sex .
No one shall be able to fool you with irrational stories.
Finally , no relationship is absolute .
It's all conditional.
If we want it to be with our conditions we need to keep a tab on our emotional outlets.
I got married 2 years after him.
Am so emotionally torn that when my husband asks me for fellatio or Anal sex , I decline.
Joy of yesteryear is a pain for today .
I hope pouring my heart out here will lighten my burden .
Edit - I did Meet his wife and told her what he did ( not in this much detail ) .
I guess , he had already anticipated it and had taken her into conference .
She told me that she is aware of the physical part but he isn't a Cheat .
Whatever happened happen with my consent and also instigation.
Even she has a past and she has started a new life with him .
She suggested me to get away from this and start anew.
Edit - I have been graphic and deive because I have learned that by detailing it once somewhere and sharing the minute things will help me in catharsis .
or else it keeps on coming back to me.
Edit - I want to create a distance from my past and by not telling it anywhere I will keep it burning in my heart.
Even the porn stories are based on realities somewhere .
What we don't see is where it eventually leads to !!
Source:Internet