I Will Not Give Up

I Will Not Give Up 1

. i was going throw hard times then suddenly i found the woman who i was looking for I could not get this idea out of my head.
I tried to resist that desire which was growing up inside me, do I have to tell her what I feel? there was always something stopping me from going so far in way that could ruin our relationship as a son and his mother, my mom was at her 40 but she was still in shape, white skin, light brown hair and that beautiful intensive ass, she was well-endowed woman.
! she used to spend her nights painting or reading in her atelier which is a large room on the second floor of her large house, my room was facing her room and we used to talk about different topics not as a mom and a son but friends that time I was really going through lots after breaking up with my girlfriend because of my mother intervention somehow I had common interests with my mother she was a well-known artist and writer in a conservative community.
one night I sneaked into her room while she was painting, it was hot night and humid therefore she was put on her light blue nightgown but I was still able to see her panties, she answered my hello and turned back to complete her work I sat on a chair there watching her bare feet and her body while it was moving with her hand beats on the large painting paper.
“Wow.
” “Do you like it?” she asked.
“Sure.
” she started explaining to me about her work when what i had meant it was her sexy ass.
suddenly she stopped talking and asked me.
“Are you going to stay longer?” she asked.
“Yep,” I answered.
“Am I bothering you?” “No, but you should be in bed.
” “I tried but I couldn’t shut my eyes.
” I answered with a little grim.
“Why not?” she asked.
“I love you,” I relied.
“What?” “I love you,” I repeated.
“I love you too.
” “But my love is different.
” I said, “How is it different?” she asked, puzzled.
“I see you as the most beautiful woman.
” She chuckled.
“I know I am beautiful.
” “but I am serious.
” I said firmly .
“serious about what mf.
?” she asked with a dropped jaw.
“I am serious that I like you indeed.
!” “I like you too you are my handsome boy.
” “Not that, I like you but not as a mother,” she got blushed while she was staring at me trying to show me an anger face but I could see the woman in her eyes.
Suddenly her voice pitch went up and said, “you should not say that what did you mean by all this shit.
” I said.
“I can not get you out of my mind , I am thinking about you , your body and your smile most the time” I was foolish, bold at that moment but I could see her eyes they got shone suddenly and her voice started to be a little bit shivering and her cheeks got blushed.
that encouraged me to keep talking about what is she mean for me, I mentioned her special beauty, her body type which is the best for the most of men.
she told me that I had to be ready for the final exams in the school, tried to get back with my e girl after the exams to see if it is still possible to be together again.
during that my hand had reached her right hand and I was going to catch the other, but she pushed my hands away.
Quickly she stood and ordered me to leave her alone or she would act in a different way.
I tried to stay and explain more about what I feel but at the end I had to leave with a broken heart.
Nothing was changed next she kept avoiding me for a while several days later everything got into its normal ways, me either kept myself busy and she took it as Oedipus complex.
after 2 years or 3 I grew up and I could control my forbidden desire at the same time my mom kept praising me and seriously I was not taking it sexually because she was talking as any other moms but one evening she was in her room talking to my little sister and kissing her I entered. pretending that I was jealous, she was tired after long busy day.
“Oh are you jealous?” she asked.
“Sure.
” I answered.
She opened her arms to hug me and I stepped forward while my little sister was getting between us.
“You both go out I need to lay back and take a nap.
” I went to the bathroom to wash my hands and while I was getting out of it I looked at her through the open door I glanced her and my sister was laying by her, so I approached them and asked my sister to go out.
“No I will not.
” She mummed then she went away.
my mother smile after she said.
“You act like a kid.
” “But it`s unfair I like to hug you too.
” I answered.
“Come little boy.
” I laid by her and we hugged her.
“You can go now.
” She demanded.
“Need more time“ I said.
“For what, has it not been enough for you?.
” “Nah I need more.
” I moved my head towards her then put my lips on her left cheek and kissed her softly so did she.
something weird happened I could not help it out, I continued kissing and I felt her body responding to my kisses, it took us seconds before I realized that I become above her, my body was completely topping hers, she was wearing a black thongs and long sleeping shirt , she was laughing as it was a joke but my lips were looking for her lips , I do not know how did I get all this boldness I did not hear any word asking me to stop ! I felt my thing started swelling and pushing against her bladder and the time had stopped, such a tasty saliva, I could hear her voiceless moaning and my chest was rubbing against her full breast while her legs were a slightly separated, gradually I moved mine gently up and down rubbing against her vagina but without removing her panties, suddenly I heard what I was not ready to hear stop.
she said it therefore I had to obey her commands, gently her hands pushed me away of her delicious body afterwards she told me to go out, I walked away and heard the door knob was locked after me.
I will try again.

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